Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Uganda: Traveling (with iBrandi)

 

Oh, the travels. I requested window seats (per usual) for my flights to Uganda.  This usually turns out to be a smart move. It usually results in extra room and a place to lean if I fall asleep.  It usually means I don’t have wake up when the other person needs to get of their seat or when the attendants push the beverage cart down the aisle and slam into your leg.   In the interest of full disclosure, I haven’t flown internationally in 10 years, and I forgot that 9 hours is a really long time to be on one flight. I forgot how often you have to get up to stretch your legs or use the restroom, and how awkward it is to try to wake up a 60 year old man (who took a narcotic sleeping aid) in order to get out of the window seat.  I did learn my lesson, but found myself in the same situation on the second flight (10 hours this time) and both flights home.  =)

Another thing that’s changed since 2002…  You no longer have just three “premium” movies to choose from as in-flight entertainment.  (I think the quotes are warranted… the movies on my return flight from the UK were Rugrats: The Movie, Collateral Damage, and that ridiculous Britney Spears movie.)  Now, you have HUNDREDS of movies, HUNDREDS of albums , DOZENS of television shows, several video games, and even language courses to choose from.  It certainly helps pass the time while you’re waiting for your neighbor to wake up  and evaluating the decision to drink 32 ounces of water before the airplane even took off. 

All humor aside, the travel to Uganda was totally blessed and free of complications!  PTL!  The team arrived at DFW 3 hours early for international check-in.  I’m proud to announce that we packed our donations expertly, and all 13 donation suitcases weighed in at just over 49.5 pounds.  We proceeded through security to a restaurant where we visited and exchanged excited stories, and I had the opportunity to meet some of the team members for the first time.  (Well, the first time face-to-face. Cathy facilitated some really great Skype sessions with the entire group in the weeks leading up to the trip.)

While I was thrilled to meet the entire team and see sweet and familiar faces, I was over the moon to hug Lydia Mathis for the first time in months.  For our non-Wacoan readers, Jay Mathis is the pastor of Grace Community Church (the church Brandi and Stanton attend) in Waco, and his lovely wife Lydia is on Generations’ Board of Directors. I met her years ago when we both volunteered for CareNet, but I was blessed to receive some intense prayer, encouragement, and spiritual counsel from the Mathises earlier this year when Brandi was diagnosed.   Lydia is a firecracker, and being around her for any length of time leaves me with the intense desire to go home and journal about my hilarious family, read my bible like I have a desert thirst, take 2hour walk with God, and listen to 27 straight hours of praise music.   She is a huge blessing in my life, and we tripped over our words for a solid hour because we were trying to catch up on 4 month of life commentary before we finished lunch. :p

As I mentioned above, the flights were relatively uncomplicated.  I did watch a movie – by myself and uninterrupted – for the first time in years.  It was certainly enjoyable, but most of my moments were spent listening to Brandi’s iPod and resting in the Spirit.  For a little history:  When Brandi was hospitalized in May, the ICU was very loud.  Not just bothersome noise, but extremely painful, sorrowful, troubling sounds… and way too much whispering behind curtains.  I confided to Jay and Lydia that I was concerned those sounds might overwhelm B’s efforts to rest and stay prayerful and hopeful – especially at night.  No more than 2 hours later, Jay and Lydia brought an iPod to the hospital, loaded with 800 praise and worship songs!  Brandi was able to listen to it in the ICU, and even more importantly, as she road in the back of the ambulance by herself to Dallas for an emergency tumor debulking (that they cancelled upon her arrival). 

Brandi was kind enough to lend me the iPod for the Uganda trip, and I took great solace in the fact that I was listening to the same songs she had listened to earlier this summer.  It was tremendously motivating, and in an instant those songs took me back to May 24th… to a place of complete vulnerability and an intense desire to allow God to sustain and lead me through the coming days. 

That’s the exact place my spirit needed to be in preparation for what I would see and hear and feel in Uganda.

Sunday, October 23, 2011

Re-entry in 3...2...1....

I'm back.  Obviously.  I've been back 2 weeks, and have managed to (almost) get caught up on work, training, laundry, grocery shopping, girl scout fundraising, and thank you notes.  I've also managed to catch - and recover from - Caroline's mammoth cold.  What I have NOT managed to do is blog.  It makes me sad, really it does.  Most of my other tasks can be accomplished while doing daily chores or chatting with Chris and/or Caro.  But writing is tough for me and I feel like I need to give it 100% of my attention or nothing on the page makes any sense.  (Let's be honest, sometimes 100% doesn't even do the trick.)

But this week will be my week of reflection and writing.  I'm glad to have made the choice not to write here until I had finished writing notes of appreciation to the people who supported this trip through prayer, funding, donations, and in some cases - food for Chris and Caro while I was gone.  It feels good to know we all have clean socks, undies, and sheets.  It feels good to know that my husband and daughter have full love tanks after a prolonged absence.  And it feels good to have had some time to think and reflect on my experiences.  My hope is that the extra time will actually result in more meaningful and coherent diary entries, because the desire of my heart is to share as much of this trip as possible with anyone who will listen.

God is Good.  God is Big.  God is in the US, and God is in Uganda.  God's love knows no limits or boundaries, and we are all precious in His sight.   These are statements I've heard my entire life, but now I've seen it for myself and my heart is on fire!  Cheesy, but unapologetically true!

For now, I'll share Caroline's favorite picture from the entire trip... and I wasn't even in Uganda yet.


John Kormeling's Haja hihi sculpture in Amsterdam's Schiphol Airport